After her provocative dance video and pictures were leaked out last
month, TVB artiste Sire Ma "returned to work" for the first time today
in public, dressed in a conservative trendy outfit for a Fall-Winter
catwalk, being the news of the night.
No other jobs lined up for nowWhen
Sire Ma accepted reporters' interview, she spoke of her mood these days
and apologized to the media: "So sorry for making you guys do so much,
thank you for your concern. Actually, I am very nervous today, but
thanks to Elaine (Yiu) and my manager for encouraging me backstage. This
job was already accepted a while back. As an artiste, I have to remain
professional, so I attended today, and I will do my best. Of course I
really have to thank the client and the company for not cancelling my
jobs I had on hand because of the scandal. I am really grateful for this
opportunity. (Do you have any future job plans?) I don't have any other
jobs for now!"
As for rumours of Sire Ma temporarily moving
back to Mainland to stay, she expressed: "Because my parents live in
Mainland China, I also want to spend more time with them. The scandal
made them very worried already, and affected a lot of people, my family,
co-workers, friends, respected seniors, I'm really very sorry, sorry.
(Does respected senior mean Damian Lau?) It actually affected a lot of
people, not only Damian."
Afraid to read the newsAsked
about ex-lover Wang Zi Qi said that Sire had sent the video to someone
in the entertainment industry who is over 50 years old, Sire Ma
immediately clarified: "I already said in my statement that I never had
this video clip, nor did I send it to anyone. The police and the Hong
Kong Office of the Privacy Commissioner for Personal Data are
investigating this case. I beleive Hong Kong is a place of law and
justice, they can protect me! (Are you really afraid of your sex affairs
going public?) I don't dare read or watch any reports or interviews. I
also told my friends not to show me. A wrong relationship turning into
such a disaster, I have to take on the consequences myself. I am most
sorry to the ones that love me having to worry about me."
Asked
if she has any hatred for Wang Zi Qi and Laura, Sire did not directly
respond, but only said: "I just want to use myself as an example and
tell all girls that they must know how to protect themselves. I already
learned a very big lesson, so you must be very careful when meeting
friends. You must listen to your elderlies and your family's words, and
not be stubborn. (Do you regret meeting this person?) I started to
believe in Buddhism half a year ago, I believe a lot of things you have
to admit your fate. The only thing I can do now is be myself and do
well, and face the situation. (Did you start believing in Buddhism after
the scandal?) No, it was in February, just a coincidence. (Wang Zi Qi
said you initiated the dance yourself?) I won't be responding anymore, I
believe in Buddhism, many things, you don't need to purposely find a
result or answer to, because the result that comes itself will give you
the answer."
Won't hurt herself: No matter how hard, I will continue enduring itSire
Ma, who chose to bravely face everything, also expressed that she never
once had suicidal thoughts: "This period of time has been very very
hard, the hardest week to endure, I didn't listen or see anythikng,
didn't think about anything, but I knew no matter what happens, I cannot
hurt myself, because there are still many people who love and support
me." She also revealed that starting January of this year, she had
started seeing a psychiatrist: "Because I had depression before, this
period of time was very hard to endure. (Are you still taking or added
stronger medication?) I am taking medication that helps me calm my mood.
(Then are you still in depression?) I never really looked into the
symptoms, no matter how hard it is, I wll continue enduring it."
"Depended on my family this past half a year" Asked
how she will bear her living expenses after her jobs are stopped, Sire
Ma immediately tried to hold back her tears and said: "I had to depend
on my family this past half a year, I really thank them. (It was
reported that you took 6,000,000 from Wang Zi Qi previously?) No
comment. (Do you feel better after the prohibition order on the scandal
photos?) I am really grateful for the lawyer and his team helping me on
this so hard. (Paying the lawyer fees yourself?) My family will pay for
me. (Job arrangements?) I will wait for the company's arrangements. I
don't know how long I will take a break for. During this time, I will
take a course and enrich my knowledge." In the end, Sire Ma emphasized
that you must be on alert when meeting friends: "Listen to your family's
advice. (Did your family disapprove of the relationship?) I was
stubborn and self-absorbed, I am now very grateful for the people who
support me."