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No other jobs lined up for now
When Sire Ma accepted reporters' interview, she spoke of her mood these days and apologized to the media: "So sorry for making you guys do so much, thank you for your concern. Actually, I am very nervous today, but thanks to Elaine (Yiu) and my manager for encouraging me backstage. This job was already accepted a while back. As an artiste, I have to remain professional, so I attended today, and I will do my best. Of course I really have to thank the client and the company for not cancelling my jobs I had on hand because of the scandal. I am really grateful for this opportunity. (Do you have any future job plans?) I don't have any other jobs for now!"
As for rumours of Sire Ma temporarily moving back to Mainland to stay, she expressed: "Because my parents live in Mainland China, I also want to spend more time with them. The scandal made them very worried already, and affected a lot of people, my family, co-workers, friends, respected seniors, I'm really very sorry, sorry. (Does respected senior mean Damian Lau?) It actually affected a lot of people, not only Damian."
Afraid to read the news
Asked about ex-lover Wang Zi Qi said that Sire had sent the video to someone in the entertainment industry who is over 50 years old, Sire Ma immediately clarified: "I already said in my statement that I never had this video clip, nor did I send it to anyone. The police and the Hong Kong Office of the Privacy Commissioner for Personal Data are investigating this case. I beleive Hong Kong is a place of law and justice, they can protect me! (Are you really afraid of your sex affairs going public?) I don't dare read or watch any reports or interviews. I also told my friends not to show me. A wrong relationship turning into such a disaster, I have to take on the consequences myself. I am most sorry to the ones that love me having to worry about me."
Asked if she has any hatred for Wang Zi Qi and Laura, Sire did not directly respond, but only said: "I just want to use myself as an example and tell all girls that they must know how to protect themselves. I already learned a very big lesson, so you must be very careful when meeting friends. You must listen to your elderlies and your family's words, and not be stubborn. (Do you regret meeting this person?) I started to believe in Buddhism half a year ago, I believe a lot of things you have to admit your fate. The only thing I can do now is be myself and do well, and face the situation. (Did you start believing in Buddhism after the scandal?) No, it was in February, just a coincidence. (Wang Zi Qi said you initiated the dance yourself?) I won't be responding anymore, I believe in Buddhism, many things, you don't need to purposely find a result or answer to, because the result that comes itself will give you the answer."
Won't hurt herself: No matter how hard, I will continue enduring it
Sire Ma, who chose to bravely face everything, also expressed that she never once had suicidal thoughts: "This period of time has been very very hard, the hardest week to endure, I didn't listen or see anythikng, didn't think about anything, but I knew no matter what happens, I cannot hurt myself, because there are still many people who love and support me." She also revealed that starting January of this year, she had started seeing a psychiatrist: "Because I had depression before, this period of time was very hard to endure. (Are you still taking or added stronger medication?) I am taking medication that helps me calm my mood. (Then are you still in depression?) I never really looked into the symptoms, no matter how hard it is, I wll continue enduring it."
"Depended on my family this past half a year"
Asked how she will bear her living expenses after her jobs are stopped, Sire Ma immediately tried to hold back her tears and said: "I had to depend on my family this past half a year, I really thank them. (It was reported that you took 6,000,000 from Wang Zi Qi previously?) No comment. (Do you feel better after the prohibition order on the scandal photos?) I am really grateful for the lawyer and his team helping me on this so hard. (Paying the lawyer fees yourself?) My family will pay for me. (Job arrangements?) I will wait for the company's arrangements. I don't know how long I will take a break for. During this time, I will take a course and enrich my knowledge." In the end, Sire Ma emphasized that you must be on alert when meeting friends: "Listen to your family's advice. (Did your family disapprove of the relationship?) I was stubborn and self-absorbed, I am now very grateful for the people who support me."
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